Outlook not good

BFN on Saturday.  Tons of brown spotting/flow on Sunday.  Good old fashioned cry fest Sunday afternoon.  This morning much less spotting, but still there.  CD1 will most likely be Wednesday.

I didn't want to be writing a post like this today.  This cycle felt so right.  Now we have to face the very real possibility of hitting the two year mark of TTC and what should have been our baby's first birthday next month with a still empty uterus.    

F U IF!!